Comments on The Peaceful Self.com: Ego's Don't Evolve. They Die!

"I'm feeling pretty self-concious here, l...

2012-01-29T11:15:22.066-05:00

"I'm feeling pretty self-concious here, like you think i'm just ignorantly missing what's so obviously in front of me..."

Aren't we all?

I think it should be pretty clear by now that I don't have the answer you're looking for.

Sorry,
mikeS

only limited joy which i clearly am unsatisfied wi...

2012-01-29T02:41:59.516-05:00

only limited joy which i clearly am unsatisfied with, why else would i read this blog? (not to be an asshole...)

why do you respond to such a small portion of my comment? I'm feeling pretty self-concious here, like you think i'm just ignorantly missing what's so obviously in front of me...

Thanks Nahnni...

2012-01-22T08:51:24.298-05:00

Thanks Nahnni...

"you say to stay with you're fear and kee...

2012-01-22T08:51:02.393-05:00

"you say to stay with you're fear and keep looking into it and using it as a marker as to how far you are, but then say there's no such thing as progress"

Indeed, it is truly hopeless.

Can you find joy in that?
mikeS

Isn't it time to transcend all that? (and ...

2012-01-20T19:34:10.475-05:00
Isn't it time to transcend all that?
(and don't ask me how to do that, cause that's a question only an ego would ask and another ego would answer)

Good one.

you say to stay with you're fear and keep loo...

2012-01-20T03:58:18.164-05:00
you say to stay with you're fear and keep looking into it and using it as a marker as to how far you are, but then say there's no such thing as progress, which would mean transcendence is as available in this second as it will ever be. but it just seems so utterly unattainable in this moment. there is this weird idea i have of just taking a leap of faith and not looking back, but this idea kind of seems impossible to actually do...i mean lately i find comfort and happiness in the fact (or idea) that ive been opening up more, but then i think progress is a delusion meant to find delusional comfort in a horrible fucked up world/life/self that seems impossible to escape and feel frustrated. you say the more discomfort the better as a marker of how you're rebelling against yourself/barriers/fear to transcend, but i seem to find the most uncomfortable anxieties while on drugs which makes me think well maybe i need to try my 'leap of faith' during one of these horrible drug sessions but thats so terrifying i don't even consider it seriously, especially while intoxicated. terrible fear i'd go into psychosis or some shit if i tried.... like i'm not already in psychosis. i mean would you agree EVERYONE is in psychosis? i mean theres people in psychosis and you say there's no ego evolution, so isn't it psychosis or enlightenment? these intoxicated anxiety experiences really make me feel like i have a serious psychological disorder.... 'anxiety experience' doesn't do justice to the extreme fucked-upness of the situations... i could see how it might be going on all the time, but its more suppressed and easier to deal with when sober... also, disassociating from egocentric care kind of seems like one of those things like
'do nothing" or "become choiceless" that so called"enlightened masters" (i use sarcasm but part of me believes there are enlightened people) say to do that they make out to seem so simple to just snap your fingers and do, but is fucking impossible and doesn't help at all in the never ending search to get outttt.